Hearing this news in therapy last year would’ve crushed me, but right now I’m taking this news and letting it light a fire inside of me. I feel like I have the strength to cope with life by myself for an extended period of time. I have the knowledge to combat the thoughts. My therapist may be leaving for 4 months starting in December and I feel like this will be the biggest exposure of my life, but I’m ready. Ready to live. Ready to take down this OCD. Ready to smile. Ready to take what I know & help other people discover life. This is the start of the biggest journey of my life & I’m so grateful to have those around me with me every step of the way. Let’s do this.
(This is basically what’s tumbled out of my brain right at this moment, no planning, no changing the format, just raw thoughts. This is how I truly feel and how I feel right now cannot be described in a legible way, so I wanted to leave you with this quick little post and a genuine Ellen smile. Yup I’m smiling right now, just for you! CHEEESSSEEE! 😛 Life is precious and I’ve never been so grateful to be alive. xx)